Tonight when I prayed as a follow up to the fast, I didn’t hear his voice or feel directed to do anything, I felt nothing but God’s very own peace, one that centered around us not being in contention with each other any more
It has been so long since I felt this, I had forgotten what it was like or that it could even exist
My sincerity to be close to him made him feel comfortable enough to be intimately close to me again
I didn’t realize how much I had hurt him with my behavior until I felt the irreplaceable happiness of being near again
After basking in this amazing peace for a few moments, God then started impressing thoughts on me faster than my conscious mind could process, but rather than bottleneck, these things became wisdom without needing to be manually processed
I would compare this to listening to music and being able to enjoy it without thinking about the instruments making the sounds, just embracing the emotion of the what is being said
After fasting and laying so many things down, I know that I gave God a smile, and am happy knowing that his day was better than other days I have sent his way
God’s love and forgiveness are amazing
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